ILy!~

Have you guys ever wonder how this life would be wonderful with kindness and nice people around you? well, to be honest . . . I like to be that kind of people whom is kind to every friends and anyone that I know. . . except for the rude one or the bad one . . .

Well, most of us know how to love someone and appreciate their love one . .
well frankly speaking . . . I made mistake in life . . .but that doesn't mean I do not know how to love . . . It's just that I'm beginning to realize how important the person are in my life. . . All the sharing, all the talking , all the arguing... it keeps me alive with that kind of memories lives in me . .

How I remember the day passed by, when suddenly I realize I don't have her anymore . . .
How rude and all the sins I'd done . . and all the mistake I do . .
And then the sweet memories came. . . all the laughter, all the smile, all the place we use to go . . .
It just keep me more alive..feels that I need to live for that love...

Loving someone is far more complicated than you think, you can say I love you to someone that you really really like, but it's not the same when you say I love you to the one you really really love . . . When suddenly that word becomes a hurtful word, it makes us realize how this love could go on, well for Pablo Picasso, he thinks 'Arts is a lie that helps us to realize the truth' . . in my words, a truth will reveal through understanding an art . . . so for me, this art was a person you really love . .

I begin thinking how I can get use to myself that I'm in love with the person . . . one of the solution is I see through my heart and think was it sweet or hurt. . . and on the same time I ask is it meaningful or not . . . when its a sweet memories, I began to smile . and happy to remember that I use to have that feeling before . . . and when the hurt came out, I laughed at myself how stupid I was to do such things . . .

I begin to think about the future . . . How the love grows each day . . . How I can be perseverance and determine to make myself stay on the same position each and everyday of my life . . How I would meet most people in my life and realize how meaningful that person to me . .
Even when the person is not with me, I believe that I can love that person as much as I love myself, and praying for the person healthiness and keep moving forward in what that person do . . .

the love I had, and the love I felt . . I'm happy . . . and really want to say that . .

I Love You :)